So, I’m back. 2018 has started off great. That thing back on the 1st was probably due to interrupting my sleep schedule. I’m trying to wake up earlier in the morning which results in having to go to sleep earlier in the evening. So, staying awake past midnight would definitely disrupt a sleep schedule. Anyways, […]Read more "Friend-Group Problems"
Why is it so dark? Why do I have nowhere to retreat to? I most likely have persistent depressive disorder, also known as dysthymia. I know I shouldn’t be self-diagnosing, but I honestly think that’s what’s going on here. I’m currently in a depressive episode. No, I don’t want to kill myself. My depression has […]Read more "My Brain"
Supposedly. I wouldn’t know. (this is not a positive post, you’ve been warned) Now, I most likely have Aspergers. I have many posts on this website that prove this. I’m not here to talk about Aspergers today. Well, I am. But not just Aspergers. Let’s talk about Aspergers and Depression. So, yeah. I’m most likely […]Read more "Christmas, supposedly a happy time of year"
So, I did send that vent (or a variation of it) to my friend who lives/attends the University I’m transferring to next Fall. He hasn’t responded, possibly due to the fact that I messaged him on Discord (which I thought he checks frequently, but maybe I misguessed something; eh, live and learn). Also, I feel […]Read more "An Update of sorts"
So, no, I don’t think I’m depressed. Or, well, I am, but I’m not not. Can you see the predicament I’m in? I found this video on signs of high functioning depression also known as dysthymia. That’s probably what this is. I’ve been journaling more often now. I can tell that it helps, but I […]Read more "Depression hits like a brick (vent/all over the place post)"
Like, it’s extremely important. I was thinking about my stay with my friend at the college that I’m going to transfer to next year. I was thinking about the D&D game that we were playing and the only thought I could have for about 1 or 2 minutes was “You can’t have that forever.” Moreso […]Read more "I *need* to live on campus."
I do blame my father for my stubbornness, but really, I have no one to blame but myself. In any case, I am definitely stubborn. Here are two cases (one being a few seconds ago): I mentioned a while back that I was trying to choose between two schools. One was cheaper but the other […]Read more "Okay, I’ll say it: I’m stubborn."