Forget this whole “wait for my family to accept me being different before I mention Aspergers” crap. That’s never going to happen. I’ve been different my entire life. If my family hasn’t accepted that I’m different after 19 years without an explanation then they never will. Tomorrow, I’m going to ask my mom about my […]Read more "I’m Taking A Giant Step Tomorrow"
I don’t know. It’s somethingI’ve always wanted to try. I’ll try it tonight. If you want to know exactly what I’m doing, go to the LucidDreaming subreddit. Then on the sidebar, click the link that says “SSILD: Sense Induced Lucid Dreaming”. That’ll give you an idea. This is my first try, so I don’t have […]Read more "Lucid Dreaming"
So, a little background before I mini-rant. I play on my church’s worship teams (yes, there is more than one). I also help run the Sound board. This Sunday, I was supposed to play piano in the 7th-12th grade room. However, the 5th/6th grade room didn’t have a sound person for Sunday, so the sound […]Read more "Screw being a People-Pleaser, This sucks"
So, after roughly 15 years of documented (supposedly) Anxiety Disorder Not Otherwise Specified, I had my first actual panic attack that I can genuinely remember. Classes started yesterday for me at college (I believe I said this in another post). So, I have one Tuesday/Thursday class in circuitry. It started at 10:00. Since I know […]Read more "My First Panic Attack"
Well, as the title implies, today was my first day of being a sophomore in college. I took to it well. I saw a few people that I knew from previous semesters, and it wasn’t weird. I didn’t know what I was thinking. That’s the thing with anxiety; you never know what you’re thinking. Anyways, […]Read more "My First Day of Sophomore Year of College"
Can’t really think of a title for this post. Might add it after I’m finished. So I start college classes tomorrow. That seems fun. I start with Physics. Hooray. All of my classes layered on top of the fact that I know I have Aspergers. Yay. </sarcasm> Anyways, I’m just worried that I’ll see my […]Read more "This Post Needs A Title"
Hello. It’s been a while since my last post. A week, in fact. This blog isn’t working. At least, not for the purpose I had hoped. I had hoped that it would be a place for me to vent my feelings and maybe someone would comment on them and maybe someone wouldn’t. I was seeking […]Read more "It’s been a while…"