Friend-Group Problems

So, I’m back. 2018 has started off great. That thing back on the 1st was probably due to interrupting my sleep schedule. I’m trying to wake up earlier in the morning which results in having to go to sleep earlier in the evening. So, staying awake past midnight would definitely disrupt a sleep schedule. Anyways, […]

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My Brain

Why is it so dark? Why do I have nowhere to retreat to? I most likely have persistent depressive disorder, also known as dysthymia. I know I shouldn’t be self-diagnosing, but I honestly think that’s what’s going on here. I’m currently in a depressive episode. No, I don’t want to kill myself. My depression has […]

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An Update of sorts

So, I did send that vent (or a variation of it) to my friend who lives/attends the University I’m transferring to next Fall. He hasn’t responded, possibly due to the fact that I messaged him on Discord (which I thought he checks frequently, but maybe I misguessed something; eh, live and learn). Also, I feel […]

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I *need* to live on campus.

Like, it’s extremely important. I was thinking about my stay with my friend at the college that I’m going to transfer to next year. I was thinking about the D&D game that we were playing and the only thought I could have for about 1 or 2 minutes was “You can’t have that forever.” Moreso […]

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